Believe In Me

I was bored. And a tad inspired (by what, I don't remember). But anyways, I wrote this song. So, without further ado, here it is. By the one and only, Komi; Believe In Me.

Believe In Me – Komal Josan

This time I can see the end
The light shoos the darkness away
Baby, tell me; won’t you stay?
I’m not sure but I depend
On my only weakness to not stray
Baby, tell me; won’t you stay?

A little longer
I promise you, it will be worth it
A little stronger
I will make you

Believe in everything you’ve always doubted
Believe the skies will clear and not be clouded
Believe I can make you feel these things
Believe in me

Don’t you hate being lost?
Won’t you let me guide the way?
Baby, tell me; won’t you stay?
Know that I won’t give up
So just come with me today
Baby, tell me; won’t you stay?

A little longer
I promise you, it will be worth it
A little stronger
I will make you

Believe in everything you’ve always doubted
Believe the skies will clear and not be clouded
Believe I can make you feel these things
Believe in me

I promise I will never let you go
So listen, there’s only one way to show

How I feel about you
I promise you, you will feel better
I care about you
Be patient, just wait

A little longer
I promise you, it will be worth it
A little stronger
I will make you

Believe in everything you’ve always doubted
Believe the skies will clear and not be clouded
Believe I can make you feel these things
Believe in me
Believe we can change the world together
Believe I’ll always be with you, forever
Believe I can make you feel these things
Believe in me

Yay!!!

YaAaYyY!!! I cAn'T wAiT fOr ToMoRrOw!
HyPeR!!!
Well, here's the story (in a nutshell):
*clears throat* So, I asked both Nick and Christian out tomorrow and so I get to choose which one I get to go out with! :P Just hope they get back to me on time cos I dunno what I did with Christian's number and Nick.. well, I don't really know. In his last text, two nights ago, he said something about problems but I dunno what exactly. We'll see.
So if they both say yes then I get to pick which one I want to see tomorrow. I think I'll go with Christian tomorrow cos he's in Luxembourg over the weekend so that's when I can see Nick. Then I can see Christian every other day and Nick in between. :D It's all very simple, you see.
I rock.

And I can't wait!!!!!!!

A-Z Peeps

Antoine is on my bus
Belal is in my class
Caroline's a teacher
Daz is in my past
Edna is in MY1
Fahim is new to school
George is just plain crazy
Ha Young lives close to school
Ioane just is
Justin is not
Komal couldn't care less
Lalita forgot
Minsung likes footie
Nicholas likes Stephany
Ozzy, I do not know
Pablo don't like tickling
Quiki don't exist
Ravi, unfortunately, does
Stephany likes Nicholas
Tuks is kinda hot
Uri is from Japan, me thinks
Vishnu sounds Indian
Wally don't wanna be found
Xavier is chillin'
Yannick is Giles' "other name"
Zebra is an animal

Oh yeah.

Yay!

I can't wait for Friday! No, not tomorrow; next week. Not only is it a half-day and the last day of school but I might also be going to Wani's *wink wink*. Do you get what I mean? No.. you probably don't.
Well, anyways, it's going to be great! It'll take like half an hour to get to Ioane's place and then I have to wait a bit for him to get there but then I'm all his till 8/9!!
Still have to pester my Dad into letting me go and have to confirm it with him but if my Dad says OK and he says OK and Ioane says OK - wait, Ioane's already said OK :/
Well, you get the idea.

♥Mark Ronson♥

Mark Ronson ROCKS! Seriously! I mean, did you see him on Lily Allen & Friends the other day? <3 So what if he's a tad older than me.. say, (what's 32-14? ..) 18 years - sheesh! Aw. :/ Oh well, never mind. He's still super-awesomely-cute. =) ;)
I loves him. Indeedy I does. Come on people he plays guitar and he's cute+funny!
♥

Our Secret

This is but one of the four poems I wrote for the Valentine's Day poem competition. Sadly, none of them won.

I hate having to spend Valentine's Day alone.
I hate not being able to feel him close.
So many questions I have to pose.
But he's not here the answers to disclose.
(No, that wasn't it, duh, I just thought that up and it rhymed so..)

Our Secret

They say seeing is believing
I wonder if that’s true
For it has been months since I last saw you
And all the time we’ve been apart
You’ve been unable to prove
That you love me more than I love you

At first the distance did not matter
But now I fear it does
‘Cause the world is closing in and seeing you is now a must
I used to think Valentine’s was “lame”
I did not care for all the fuss
But spending it alone makes me miss you much

And whenever I see a couple
Kissing in the rain
I wish you were here with me so I could kiss you again
I’m miles from where you are
And yet you feel so close
I just wish you could be here to hold my hand when our secret is exposed

Cascada...

...ROCKS! I am so in love with their songs Runaway and Could It Be You? from their album Perfect Day which was released last year in 2007.
You should give 'em a listen if you've got the time. Cos, seriously, they rock! I mean it! Come on, would I lie to you? *Smiles sweetly, innocently; like Puss in Boots from Shrek The Third*
*In a Wayne Cramp tone of voice/manner of speaking* I'm a good girl. O=)

I Love.

Okay, enough songs.. ah, who am I kidding? Can't get enough of music! At the moment, I am so totally in love with OneRepublic - especially the songs All We Are and Stop & Stare.

Here are some extracts of my fave bits from those two songs:-

"And I believe that time could tear you apart but it won't break anything that we are, we are
We won't say our goodbyes, you know it's better that way
We won't break, we won't die, it's just a moment of change
All we are, all we are, is everything that's right
All we need, all we need, our lovers' alibi"
-OneRepublic "All We Are"

"Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see?"
-OneRepublic "Stop & Stare"

Oh how I love. No, that doesn't mean I love the fullstop (.) from the previous sentence - don't worry fullstop (.), I still love you too! - it simply means I love. End of.

Oh and another song I love is What Hurts The Most by Cascada.
Here's an edited version of my fave bits (so basically the whole song ^^):

"I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again I pretend I'm okay but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what I was tryin to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But i'm doin it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and i'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken

What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what I was tryin to do"

Intact

I can't be bothered to say why I wrote this. Just read it and be done with it. It's strange, I know.

Intact – Komal Josan

Efforts wasted, all in vain
As our lives waste away
There’s not much more left to say
Apart from the fact
That we’re still intact
Words unspoken, things unsaid
Made us wish that we were dead
But we’ve crossed that bridge and passed all thatAnd we’re still intact

I feel unscathed
So untouched
Don’t go away
I need you so much
The world is fading
But we’re still stating the fact
We’re still intact

War and blood, all the gore
Didn’t stop us wanting more
Our bones felt heavy and so sore
But you still can’t help the fact
That we are still intact

I feel unscathed
So untouched
Don’t go away
I need you so much
The world is fading
But we’re still stating the fact
We’re still intact

Nothing could touch us
Not now, not ever yeah
The world is changing
It’s going forever
But we’re still together
Yeah
Still together
Forever and ever
And ever
And ever

I feel unscathed
So untouched
Don’t go away
I need you so much
The world is fading (it’s fading, it’s fading, it’s fading)
The world is fading
We’re still intact
Yeah

Someday

Don't really have an explanation or a reason as to why I wrote this yesterday, I just did.

Someday – Komal Josan

Following the same routine every single day
No change
From what we once used to be to what we are today
No change

Used to think there was more to this world than this
Should’ve got away
Tried to convince ourselves that we weren’t missing out
Should’ve got away

So many chances we should have grasped
Watched opportunity slip out of hand
Kept in all the words that needed to be said
So many things we did not do
Tried to sing when out of tune
Keeping in all those things that needed to be said
Someday

We used think that the world would change
If we got away
Used to fool ourselves by saying it’s all okay
But we should’ve got away

Used to dream of open skies
And of the world on the outside
But still we kept in all the words that needed to be said
And all those things we did not do
We used to blame on our misfortune
Keeping in all those things that needed to be said
Someday

We used to think that people would be mad if we were to leave
Suddenly everything has all changed and the tables have turnedOpportunity’s staring us in the face, don’t go away

Someday
I told you, someday
Everything would change
Someday
Someday

Now that everything has changed
We can live life our own way
No more words left unsaid
No more keeping it all in
No more bottling it all up
No more words left unsaid
Someday
(I told you, you didn’t believe me)
Someday

Just Me

Only one person in this whole wide world can truly understand what I meant by this song. I love you. xx

Just Me – Komal Josan

Trying to hide it just goes to show
How much you do not know
Trying to cry it off won’t help
It’ll just make your heart melt

Like it already does
I can see it in your eyes so clearly

It all gets to you
You don’t understand
Maybe you don’t want to
Or just can’t grasp the fact
The world is not against you
I’m trying to help you
If only you would stop and see
Who’s waiting
Just me

You won’t listen to anyone
Everybody’s trying so hard
To get you just to understand
It’s just too much for you to handleOn your own
But you won’t admit that you need us
Cos

It all gets to you
You don’t understand
Maybe you don’t want to
Or just can’t grasp the fact
The world is not against you
I’m trying to help you
If only you would stop and see
Who’s waiting
Just me

I’ve been with you from the start
I’ve gotten you this far
And believe me when I say
I’m not going away
Won’t leave you in the dark
I’ll tell you how it was
I tried to keep away
But I kept falling into love
I’ve fallen into love with you

And I know how much it all gets to you
You don’t understand
Maybe you don’t want to
Or just can’t grasp the fact
The world is not against you
I’m trying to help you
If only you would stop and see
Who’s waiting
It’s just me

Someone To Save You

I wrote this yesterday. Kind of inspired by OneRepublic but mostly 'cause of the mood I was in at the time.

Someone To Save You – Komal Josan

You needed someone to save you
From all the loneliness and pain
Well, listen up, I’ll save you
From everything you’re hiding from
Don’t run away

Hey, I’m here for you
Don’t fade, I won’t pray for you
I’ll just say what you need to know
Don’t let go
I can help you

Just try to understand
Cos I comprehend

You needed someone to save you
From all the loneliness and pain
Well, listen up, I’ll save you
From everything you’re hiding from
Don’t run away

You told me everything
I’ll soothe all the anger and pain
Won’t lose the love I feel
It’s so real
And it’ll help you

Just try to understand
Cos I comprehend

You needed someone to save you
From all the loneliness and pain
Well, listen up, I’ll save you
From everything you’re hiding from
Don’t run away

Just try to understand
Cos I comprehend
I do

I will wait as long as I have to before the sun comes up
And drowns you in its light
I can take no more of this, I’ll erase the pain with a kiss ‘til the sun comes up
And you’ll feel much better

Just try to understand
Cos I comprehend

You needed someone to save you
From all the loneliness and pain
Well, listen up, I’ll save you
From everything you’re hiding from
Don’t run away

Dead Ever Since..

I just finished writing another song and if you're reading this right now you must be thinking, "God, not another song!" but anyways, this one was kinda inspired by Cascada's What Hurts The Most and er.. some guys I know (or knew..) so here it is:

Dead Ever Since - Komal Josan

Every minute, every day that goes by
My heart bleeds for you
Spend my days listening away to songs
That remind me of you
One more chance, one more glance of your face
It’s all I want
I just wish for a sign to tell me that you feel the same
You’re all I want

I just can’t go on like this
You’re all I have
And it’s you I miss
I can’t go on living like this
Can’t even call it living
Cos I’ve been dead ever since

Every moment, every time I see your picture
On the TV screen
Or hear or read something about you online
I swear, my heart it bleeds
I just wish there was something I could do
To make it go away
To ease the pain and loneliness of losing you
But it won’t go away

I just can’t go on like this
You’re all I have
And it’s you I miss
I can’t go on living like this
Can’t even call it living
Cos I’ve been dead ever since

You made me feel alive
Every single time
Although when you left I cried
Didn’t want to say goodbye
I’m just so glad to have had you in my life

I just can’t go on like this
You’re all I have
And it’s you I miss
I can’t go on living like this
Can’t even call it living
Cos I’ve been dead ever since
© Komal Josan 2008

Haha I love copyrighting stuff, like that! ^^ :D :P

Nederlands

I'm still bored.
I'm always bored.
Hmm.
Bored, bored, bored.
So bored.

On another note; ich liebe Deutschland - es felsen!
Ik rock ook vant ik kan Nederlands, Frans, Duit, Punjabi, en een beetje Hindi en Portuguese spreken! Oh yeah - ik rock! Jij weet dat het waar is! Ik lieg nooit - nooit, ik zeg je!
Ik weet niet wat meer ik moet en/of kan zeggen. Ik wil naar huis gaan! Nee - ik wil met hem zijn!
Nb: als dat is niet correct, het is niet mijn fout - het is helemaal jou fout. Ik lieg nooit, remember? Haha dat's goed. Een mix van Nederlands en Engels.
Ik verveeled me. Een heel veel.
:/ Ik ben een beetje moe. Mijn rug doet pijn omdat we hebben hockey gespelde gisteren, in PE.
Zo meteen (eh achtien minuten), ik ga eeten. Niet dat ik heb honger - ik heb nooit honger - maar ik moet eeten (mijn ouders zeg dat ik moet en.. ik moet) en.. ja.
Ik kan niet denken naar iets anders te zeggen hier (ik praat niet maar je weet wat ik wil zeggen).
Twaalf minuten nu.
Tien minuten.
Oh, ik gaan een count-down doen. Oh yeah! Dat gaat me verveelen ook maar het d'enige wat ik kan bedenken.
Negen minuten..
Acht..
Sam sucks - uh huh!
I rock. End of.
Zes minuten.
Vijf minuten..
Drie minuten! (Ik heb de vier niet zeggen omdat Sam was hier en hij probeerde dit te lezen maar hij sucks. Hell yeah!
Twee minuten..
Wij hebben een minute te gaan maar.. bof.
Ik ga.

Boredom ftw

I'm so bloody bored.
And I still have to finish my Geography homework.
Curse you, homework, curse you!
As Jong says: boredom ftw.
*Shakes head*

As that song goes:
"Don't want to grow up
I want to get out
Hey, take me away
I want to shout out
Take me away"

Gotta go now. Dad's nagging me to finish my homework so we can watch a movie or summink.
And nature calls. :/

Untouched

Have you heard that song by The Veronicas - Untouched?
It totally rocks!
I mean it! Like, dude, you have got to hear it!
As it happens, it should be somewhere at the top of this page. If it isn't then it probably means that this blog post is a tad old and I've found a better song.
But seriously, listen to it! Just once! It frickin' rocks!

I can totally relate, duh.

To buy or not to buy - that is the question.

Went out shopping to City 2 today. Got some good stuff but no, I didn't get that iPhone. =(
Alas, I fear I will have to somehow mysteriously break and/or lose my current phone in order to get my hands on that precious iPhone.. Hmm.
Yes.
If you're wondering what I did get (which you're probably not but I'm gonna tell you anyways so :P), I got a pair of neat shoes - the kind you wear with skirts and stuff - and a top.
Not much but meh it's better than nothing.
Still want that iPhone though.. or an iTouch, whatever, I just want it!!

What once was, never will be

The roses once bloomed
The trees all swayed
The sun replaced doom
The bad went away
But now it's a mess
The feelings have changed
The others are direct
Saying I'm deranged

What once was
Never will be
It was all a lie
I should've seen
I still don't understand
I really believed
I could handle it
Wouldn't be deceived

Overreaction

Seems like it's been ages since I last posted anything.
I don't feel so good. Mentally, that is. And, no, it's not stress or pressure or school-related.
Ah I dunno.. I'm probably just overreacting. I tend to do that a lot.
But with him my resolve just seems to evaporate and I can't think of anything else, my mind goes blank..

Yes, well. Anyways.

It's almost my birthday. *Nods*
Boooring, as always. Texted him last night asking if he could come over or something but he still hasn't replied. That plus one or two other things are happy contributors to my worrying and overreacting.
I am oh so bored and oh so pissed off. Not to mention fucked up.
Gotta go now, EastEnders' on. Jack reminds me of him. =(

If Love Is Blind

Ah, yet another one.
I wonder if anyone reads this blog..

If Love Is Blind – Komal Josan

If love is so blind how come I can see you?
If reason is right then why don’t they believe you?
If faith is all you need then why do I still need you?
If sin is a crime then is it a sin to want you?

Every day that I wake up
The first thing that I think of is you
I wonder what you’re doing
How you’re doing, if you thinkin’ of me too

Is it so wrong to want you, to want to love you?
Is it so wrong to need you, to need to be with you?

If love is so blind how come I can see you?
If reason is right then why don’t they believe you?
If faith is all you need then why do I still need you?
If sin is a crime then is it a sin to want you?

I try to look interested
But I must confess I don’t really care
About everything they say
Trying pull me away from you, from truth, cos they don’t care

Is it so wrong to want you, to want to love you?
Is it so wrong to need you, to need to be with you?

If love is so blind how come I can see you?
If reason is right then why don’t they believe you?
If faith is all you need then why do I still need you?
If sin is a crime then is it a sin to want you?

Why can’t they see?
I don’t care what they think
They can say what they won’t
It won’t change a thing
Why can’t they see?
We will always be together
Cos you said forever
And ever and ever

Is it so wrong to want you, to want to love you?
Is it so wrong to need you, to need to be with you?

If love is so blind how come I can see you?
If reason is right then why don’t they believe you?
If faith is all you need then why do I still need you?
If love is so blind how come I can see you?
If reason is right then why don’t they believe you?
If faith is all you need then why do I still need you?
If sin is a crime then is it a sin to want you?

If love is so blind how come I can see you?
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I rock, don't I?

The Moment I Met You

Ah, the beauty of words. ^^ LOL.
I just finished this one. It's.. okay. :/
Nothing special but.. *shrugs* meh.

The Moment I Met You – Komal Josan

It’s a beautiful night
The stars sparkle so bright
It’s a beautiful night
You make things feel right

I knew from the moment I met you
There was something about you that stopped me from leaving
You could make my heart flutter
I couldn’t even muster the strength to walk away from you

So there I stood in total silence
You understood, looked into my eyes
And I just could not hold back from the look, that look

The look in your eyes
Filled with love, so bright
Then you kissed me goodnight
Oh, it felt so right
Don’t let go
I need you to know
Before you go
There’s something, something you should know

I knew from the moment I met you
There was something about you that struck me as odd
You knew how to pull all the right strings
You made my voice sing a totally different tune

And as I stood in total silence
I understood, I could not defy it
The fact that would destroy everything I thought I knew

The look in your eyes
Filled with love, so bright
Then you kissed me goodnight
Oh, it felt so right
Don’t let go
I need you to know
Before you go
There’s something, something you should know

I’ve tried to hide it
But I think it’s time that
You knew the truth
It’s only you who I’d tell it to

I knew from the moment I met you
There was something about you
I knew from the moment I met you
There was something about you

You had to be the one
Be the one I’d reveal myself to
You’ve got to be the one
Be the one who holds me close
Don’t let go

I knew from the moment I met you
La la la la la la la
La la la la la

Over My Head

It's almost the weekend! But then I 6 exams.. Great. I wonder if I'll be able to see him this weekend.. I wish I could. Need to ask if he can come. I hope the biking excuse still works.
Haha I rock.
And I'm bored.
Mind's working overtime.

When I'm Not With You (Complicated) - Komal Josan

Just something I wrote cos I was bored and really missing him.

When I'm Not With You (Complicated) - Komal Josan
I hate the way you make me feel
When I'm not with you
I can dream but dreams are not as real
As me and you

I wake up and go back to sleep
There's nothing to do
I count the days till we can meet
And think of an excuse

Lying and lying to be together
Loving and leaving one another

It's all so complicated
And only for a while
But it's all worth it
Just to see your smile
Your picture is fading
It needs to be renewed
I told you I'd hate it
When I'm not with you

I love the way you make me feel
When we're together
You kissed me to seal the deal
Saying you'll love me forever

Lying and lying to be together
Loving and leaving one another

It's all so complicated
And only for a while
But it's all worth it
Just to see your smile
Your picture is fading
It needs to be renewed
I told you I'd hate it
When I'm not with you

At first I said no way, not again
Not falling in love anymore
But then you said those things
And I was falling in love all over again

I don't want to get hurt
But I still wanna be your girl
Now we're in this too deep
And I need you with me

It's all so complicated
And only for a while
But it's all worth it
Just to see your smile
Your picture is fading
It needs to be renewed
I told you I'd hate it
When I'm not with you

Mocks

Starting from tomorrow, I have my Mocks. These are Mock IGCSE exams. I'm doing Math, English and French. I've been put in for the Core Paper in Math cos.. well, you know. Yeah, I know you do. You I know know. Don't deny it. So, yeah, anyways. Um.. *Looks around* OH YEAH: it's gonna be okay. Core's pretty easy. Jong says extended is easy too. Meh. I've done the past-papers. It's not that hard. I'll be able to ace it next year.
Gonna go to bed now.
Laters!
(Ooh, wish me luck).

"I'm miles from where you are.."

I told you he'd have a good excuse.

He spent most of his birthday on a plane back to France (in case you've forgotten he was in New York).

He's leaving for Poland soon. Sometime today. Maybe he's already left. I dunno.

I miss him.I'll see him soon though. Can't say when, but I will. Next week's gonna be hard. I dunno when he's coming back but still I've my Mocks starting from Monday and I still have so much homework to do. I have procrastinated too much. I knew I would. And I was right.

I tried finishing my Geography notes but ended up doodling all over my pad of paper. I have proof. *Holds up orange pad of paper given by Mrs Beynon* See? It's covered in doodles. There's hearts and Nick and Nicholas Martin everywhere.

Ooh ooh I've always wanted to say this:

*Clears throat*

Legal guardian, offcial boyfriend.

The kisses are legal, the sex is not.

Haha. I rock.

♥ Happy Birthday! ♥

I'm gonna copy what I wrote on my BeBo cos I can't be bovvered.

It's his birthday today. *Nods*
Can't seem to get hold of him though. *Nods solemnly*
I was hoping I'd get to see him today to er give him his er "birthday present". Yes..
But.. I dunno. He's always got a good excuse for replying late or not talking to me for a day or two eg. he was in hospital, work, his friend died, work, he had a car accident, work, his parents paid for him to go to New York, work and so on. As you can see he's a very busy person. Oh and I forgot; parties. *Nods*
Me very jealous. =(
But the last time he went out partying some girl came up to him, he later told me, and they got talking and she er wanted to er go home with him if ya get what I mean but he turned her down (phew). That was close. Cos, you know, he's a guy. And guys have er certain demands.Oh, what am I saying? Guys love sex. End of. And (from a guy's point of view) usually when a girl wants to er come home with you, you think yes, you've pulled, and gladly accept. But he's loyal and faithful. (I hope).
I wanna see him today. =( It's not fair. Nothing's fair. Life sucks. Nick has got to be the only good thing that's ever happened to me. He rocks. End of.
I love him vewwy vewwy much. *Nods*
Mm hm. Indeed, I do. I do, indeedy. Indeedy? :/ Hmm..
I WANT HIM! IT'S HIS BIRTHDAY FTW!
I won't tell you what age he is but I will tell you the second digit. _3.
He is _3 years old. Haha. Good luck with the guessing!
Loves you.
♥

Pretty self-explainatory.
I'd just like stress one thing: I WANT HIM SO FUCKING BAD IT HURTS.
There. I said it.
It's just I - I.. yeah.
*Looks around*
Er. Mm hm. *Nods*
*Fidgets with fingere, looks at feet*
I - I er.. I think I'm gonna go and er.. I'm gonna go. Yeah.
(I love him too much :/ *Shakes head*)
(It's unhealthy to stay away from him for so long)
(Nick=sweet, sexy, charming, hot, buff, fit, cool, smart, funny, sarcastic, impatient at times=so "me")

Fall

I'm bored. And instead of writing a song on boredom which would most probably go something like:
I am bored
You are bored
We are both bored
He is bored
She is bored
We are oh so bored
I have decided to write about.. dan dan dan! *Taps nose twice* You'll see.

Fall - Komal Josan
Maybe if I tried,
Once in a while, to fly
I guess I just might
Maybe, maybe, after some tries
Learn to fly
But I know I would fall
And lose it all
Woke up this morning filled with doubt
So many things for me to figure out
Looked at the sky so filled with clouds
Friends called to see if I could come out

But I don't feel like it today
My world seems so grey
I don't know how to make myself feel better

Maybe if I tried,
Once in a while, to fly
I guess I just might
Maybe, maybe, after some tries
Learn to fly
But I know I would fall
And lose it all

I take my seat at my desk
Hard to find anything in all this mess
I clear a path so the mess is less
I don't know what I'm doing, I confess

I don't feel like working today
My world just seems so grey (today)
I don't know if there's anything I can do to feel better

Maybe if I tried,
Once in a while, to fly
I guess I just might
Maybe, maybe, after some tries
Learn to fly
But I know I would fall
And lose it all

The uncertainty really gets to me
Cos I'm sure of anything
Or anyone, don't know who I can trust
I can't wait any longer but I know I must

I have to carry this burden
Despite it all
I cannot share an ounce of it
With another
There's no-one quite like him
I must wait

Maybe if I tried
Once in a while, to fly
I guess I just might,
Maybe, maybe, after some tries
Learn to fly
But I know I would fall
And lose it all

But if I tried to fly I'll fall, I know for sure
But despite it all, I'd like to try
I might fall in trying, but falling is not failing
Falling will mean that I have tried
It'll give me time to think about it all
Now I don't think I'd mind to fall

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*Bows*
Thank you, thank you.