The Cost Of Loving You

Just finished it. I dunno. It's okay, I guess. Bit different from what I usually think up.

The Cost Of Loving You – Komal Josan

She opens her eyes
Only to find
Not to her surprise
There he lies

She sits up
Looks by her side
Into his blue eyes
And tosses his arm aside

She feels no love, no hate
It’s like some sort of apathy
She does not know if it’s fate
It’s like she just cannot see

Does he love her?
He says he does
Should she believe him?
Is it genuine?
But when he touches her
And when he whispers
She sees so clearly
But pays so dearly too
The cost of loving you

He caresses her face
Not a trace
Of regret to be seen
On his face

He holds her hand
And she understands
What he demands
After all he is a man

She feels no love, no hate
It’s like some sort of apathy
She does not know if it’s fate
It’s like she just cannot see

Does he love her?
He says he does
Should she believe him?
Is it genuine?
But when he kisses her
And says he misses her
She sees so clearly
But pays so dearly too
The cost of loving you

They must remain discreet
She remembers
Walking hand-in-hand across the street
She remembers
When he’s with her, it feels right
When he’s gone, late at night
She remembers
The cost of loving him
She bears on her shoulders
The cost of loving him

She feels no love, no hate
It’s like some sort of apathy
She does not know if it’s fate
It’s like she just cannot see

Does he love her?
He says he does
Should she believe him?
Is it genuine?
How can she be sure he does?
How can she be sure she does?
Is this really love?
She wants to ask him if it’s love
Cos when he’s with her it feels right
And when he kisses her goodbye
She sees so clearly
But pays so dearly too
Oh the cost of loving you